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Mother of Abundance

Holy Mother
Creator of neutrinos and universes,
of snowflakes, of
softly bowing cotton fields, of knowing
jellyfish eyes and of
crushing black holes,
You begin
out of darkness and rebirth yourself in
every breath I take.
You are shiny and worn,
ancient and fresh.
You are Abundance,
above and beyond all measure.
Infinity cannot contain you.
My human limitations keep me
from seeing you, Mother, allow
my heart to open to your generosity
and beauty. Saturate my wounds with
your love balm; satisfy my thirst
for kindness to myself. Help me
see the world provided:
full of endless fruit. Let me
put down my shields,
swords and blinders that block me
from myself. Remind me
with your gorgeous bounty
to finally,
finally,
lay down
my fighting ways. Allow me to trust in you,
Mother of Abundance,
and rest in you always.

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